Saturday, December 31, 2005



















Returning now from places I’ve avoided for three days
Had wished a thousand times I could discuss it with a friend
The deepest dark that challenges my glance
The animal within
Raises the hair on the back of my neck when this cup of brew is offered
The fire is in the means not used to tell the tale of journey
Songs of 1001 nights
Each tale a journey to illusion or the real
not sure
I feel to hold in silence is the best of ways
What purpose is it to be left to judge
When no judgments to be had
Instead
Howdoes it pose a purpose in the realm of being

So here
Grasp on Repunzals hair
My hair
And cut or hold which ever as you see
The crone is on vacation and
I know we still will be
Even if we fall ….or rise
First language:
Yes you use the word
I use the form
2 parts triads
in between
a path we both have means to walk
within our talks my words your words
reveal the things of course conditioning
still under scrutiny and judged for past
with careful ways of insight
we might hope to see
the paradox now placed within the plates of knowing
once again
I speak freely
you can judge what color I might use
or speak or paint or write and wonder
you have your brush
I have mine
(who knows if we had been brought to this place through gentler means )
me thinks we share this certain past
would we have found theses treasures
at the well.....
no way to tell

Perhaps the fire that comes is from the very thing I still
As human

right word right action right thinking right painting right writing
....left gnoing
Some in flow
Some no go
The watcher is appalled at times
And as a friend you have confirmed suspicions
within the disciplines we form new veils

our talk
way past what
endsin most concerns
there have been times
I throw my arms into the air and ask
why do I persist!!!
why does he persist!!!
Is it just the subtle substance holding us in dreams
Is it blood of kin and recognition of the sacred word
Or just his speaking all the language of the birds
Or something else
Sometimes I think I know
Most times not
I called so loud from valleys of the heart
He answers from the mountain
Often smashing trees and thunder from his den
Or inner sanctum
in memory of this
I must insist
I can’t look away
Companions all
And once I’ve seen this face of ages past
my heart is won and
yes committed to the muse of vulger veils
my questions are not of the future or the ways of men
those things exist within a realm of papers signed and pinkies clasped
point blank
I’m here because we led the way
You’re here because we called
Once more!
I have no expectations other than our firm intent
of being full of what we are
while emptying the chalice
to receive the blood of kin
at Mass
and
if within my words you find the longings of a woman
I will not regret or spend apologies for that
A part of what I am
not expectations
just is
I felt you
stumble round the words to warn me not to feel
What I feel is not work
But deepening
enrichment
Of what we being bears to fore

In prayer
In callings
Was a simple gesture to the gods
A simple spoken Word
Full knowing this can be alone
And willing to abide
the changing tides
But all those things we need to see in willing light
reflections in the night
odd combination
Mismatched minds
Mismatched emotional colors
Mismatched
mismatched
How perfect
Matched in friendship
Matched in love of truth
And children of the muse
We stand perfectly imperfect
Willing to encounter being
Relentless
Unshakeable
In absolute service to the all
If ever I apologize it will only be for my ignorance
Stumbling
And conditioning

Now for the past three nights…
A darkness so intense that flavors of a death
where there in challenge
to look straight in the eye of
fitfull sleep and stirrings in the nature
of the animal
to flee
I hesitate to speak
but over years of dreams I know the flavors fairly well
and this was of the animal to see
last night
at 3 am
I half woke once again in trembling of the self
As deep the dark descended once again
Demanding that I look
I froze in fear
Upon the deep edge of the fall
Said I
Release and fall!
What can you fear
Its only death
With this
It burst all open like a drop of oil upon the endless water
pouring from
all underground streams
In constellations of the mind
I saw her face
So fierce
The Dark and Her attendants
All black and stone and salt
Oh GOD I cried
Thrusting there her way toward south southeast
With speeds and power unthinkable
I tremble at the very memory of this sight
If this be of my soul
I cry aloud
If this be of some other realm
What am I but a piece of ash
The earth
Another Pheonix in the Son
















"The angels envy us our solidity. Death, they think, would be a price worth paying for the power and brilliance of our senses. If an angel were to see with our eyes, or hear with our ears, he would be dazzled and stunned by the force with which we perceive the physical world. With gifts like this, he would think, why do these creatures not spend their lives in exploration of the physical universe that they are so well equipped to understand? Why are they not consumed with intellectual bliss? This is a mystery to angels.


The angel who wrestled with Jacob in the darkness at Peniel is named Metatron.(no matter?) However, some dispute this.

Angels have no passions or affections, except one, which is curiosity, or intellectual passion. This is for them the highest of all things. However, others maintain that although they have few feelings for fellow angels, they are capable of love for creatures of other kinds. Some say that the Watchers fell in love with the daughters of men and had offspring by them. That was so long ago, and so many generations have mingled since, that we can all claim to be the descendants of angels."

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the vision of
rainbow bridge
a satin ribbon under foot
its sway the play of gravity
extension ‘s reach
secure in bringing worlds
together for the feast
each guest
in turn
approaches open gates
with truffles in each hand
such humble gifts to set
before the hosts
of angels ,saints

and guests already sitting at their place of eons
waiting for the honored birthday child
to grace them with the new

in silent prayer upon His chair
a shadow forms the child
who whispers
dressed in simple cloth
in peasants garb
from fields
a tiny figure
both hands on the chalice
lifts it high for all to toast the coming times
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earth quakes
mountains spew n fall
tsunami washes thunder
from the face of being
frist shock of lightning
lifts the flocks of millions
raised to heaven
darkening the son
with patterned spirals to the sky
hosts of things to come
pi patterns
unthinkable
unthought

counted and scorned
flesh timed and torn
pages of change
9 chapters born
novels at best
absence of rest

arms to the side as angel wings
head bent to tears
extending 4
to subtle soft strains of adagio
violin vantage
sustanuto
piano
pianissimo
pianississimo
gentle lifting
there upon the fragrant air
from fire infernal thermal to the flight of firebirds
a mythic pose
from ashes rose
and fell
olympic diver graceful to the leap of faith
into the nothing

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reading well and circling the planets now
as if in orbit to the archetypes you gather
for the knots
instinctive as if drawing up the feathers for a future flight
…a calling to the poles in seasons yet to be…
lay lines drawn
hearts in thrall
elementals
4 in all
words: the dance of mortals
gestures : but the dance of gods
silence :as the setting son
awakens
those things yet to see or be
“words…no words”?
perhaps new sacred texts n gestures for the world to be
what former flow for
our fine exchange
exchanged
impulse to silence
all full
all empty
a place to be
no me
no thee
though love rests well in the nest of aeons
glowing as if mirrored by the peacock’s tail
…looking close
examining with curiosity of angels
as it forms a silent home within
…a silence felt within
…a silence felt within
…a………………….
hmmm
contentment of some well fed chirpling?
or
the silence from a last faint breath?
not sure
…….creation’s Will alone
accompanied by a faint chuckle of appreciation
from the All
for our participation


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another vision


....I saw the triangle of three ways to proceed...one is the pure way..one is the assisted way and the third is on a train
(Most are on the train)
....the first way has to be born into...the second way is karmic and the third way is with the masses.
All three had purpose in form and all three were timed for structure....
foundation ...form ...and capstone.
All degrees were part of the whole and the absurdity was that the masses ...the ones on the train .....the masses were the shining ones.
then the triangle reversed upside down and the star was born.....well not exactly a star...but a spark.....and it became active
then I remembered that kether is motion...god is a verb...fist action

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....the words,the lofty thoughts,the dreams, the truth revealed is not the final quest,but finding guest in such a simple being sitting crossed legged on a sofa there adorned in last years jeans and spotted tee.
I see some roots that should or should not see the light of day or are they stars of silver....well...they shine...
She lifts the coffee, sips as if a chalice filled with blood and turns to lift the sacred toast adorned with royal honey from the Jersey bee.
Sweet the touch upon the tongue....hmmm a thought , a memory, of recent unfulfilled desire .......a phantom ......probably created in her mind.
A thought:
Why is it that these silly men want goddesses descending on a cloud like pictures seen on castle walls....garments flowing, glimmering in shades of summer skies, and stars adorning hair of gold or sun, and on and on.....
Perhaps that's why she visits children more.
They open to the magic of the everydays and break to gallop and become in truth the unicorn returning to the sacred grove in play....
I say....
I too returned to play and all eyes turned away.
Were I to stand adorned in garments now...they would be shades of scarlet from a passion play...steadfast, relentless as the Queen of all that suffer empty eyes.
With gifts held high for all the eyes to see and for one moment there were eyes that smiled....but with a gestured wave dismissed it as illusion.....all foundations strength was there to heal the rift. Once more my eyes ascend to ask the question of the realm that I have yet to see,"How can it bee?"And tell me,Would they follow if one broke into a gallop swift to play in sacred groves?"
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raycognizing
something wo(l)ven in the blood
arc angles of the heart
ultramate grail n
re membering ank chant rights
stir/ring dreams
deep called/run
deep deep deep
w/ a fine(d) green ladle
stir ring
sweet sweet sweet
serving he(i)ros

Friday, December 30, 2005




















there was no other way to tell you
of the things that late transpired
n shaped that night with moon rest
simply on the edge of morn
the morning star still placed
posed natural smiles upon this face
and flew the bliss
at first light as
my body rose to find the source of Eros
still within the scent of dreams
that place between
awake and sleep
if I had stayed within the bridge of dream
completion would have found its way to union
but the animal resides in lustful ways
demanding its fruition
with this filmy memory of
when I saw your face
i died again
the little death in arms of
all Beloveds
and I wept for those that stand to see the shifts and slides
and subtle tides
of having sung the bliss potential
at the feet of passion
then to leave our dreams with
heavy hearts pressed deep with musk
the fragrance of desire
that clings long after years of holding
hands and seeking landscapes of our comfort
praying daily for the peace of Eden
where a dim reminder
in the calling
from a distance
sets the eye to fall
and hides our hearts within the Other's call
frail memory of recent rising tower
standing
leaning
as so many times before
our real addiction
fogs the windows to our hearts

Wednesday, December 28, 2005



























divisions of the soul

no more the windswept song of
eternal love
forever
endless
bliss
now love amid the vacant lot
on heads of pins
shared with the mummers
frantic dance
but then again
i falter
balanced ballerina
....swan lake sentinal

each arm like gesture of me wings
mere scant reflections of your flutter
deep within my breast
the heart
the heart
still stands the moon
winged creature of the night

were I the wind
I'd set your soul to flight
but creature of the sea
am i
accursed with wings
and fins as
daughter of the eve ning
rising from the depth
to greet
laviathon's mer mate
who with a gesture
stirring breakers
fills the lungs of alchemy
with silent callings
much to high and shrill
to court sly eyes
coy smiles
no coo like siren's song
or sigh like billowed sails

and yet
the very being knows this form holds true
and clasps
and spirals
paintings like a lover
counting golden means by number
soothing sorrows
under all the poet's hand and pen

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

...hoping to figure out how to post music.....til then



Song: Song to the Siren Lyrics

(This Mortal Coil)

Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile
'Til your singing eyes and fingers
Drew me loving to your isle
And you sang
Sail to me
Sail to me
Let me enfold you
Here I am
Here I am
Waiting to hold you
Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you hare when I was fox?
Now my foolish boat is leaning
Broken lovelorn on your rocks,
For you sing, "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow:
O my heart, O my heart shies from the sorrow"

I am puzzled as the newborn child
I am troubled at the tide:
Should I stand amid the breakers?
Should I lie with Death my bride?
Hear me sing, "Swim to me, Swim to me, Let me enfold you:
Here I am, Here I am, Waiting to hold you"

Saturday, December 24, 2005























all the loss
that empties
cauldrens cracked
ladles in the ash
an empty stillness
stares into the nothing
stupor
disbelief
that even friendship
can't exceed
the falls

i relent
surrender
fall to nothing
no fine filiments
or webs
to break the fall
at loss
in loss
let me be brine
to fill the empty space
no mind no mind
how is it that the all
should force tsunamis
far beyond what
one small heart endures
this is my death
before the body sleeps
this is my death
a force of what we reap
to sleep
to sleep
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...it's been a very long day. And me father handed me the book "Utopia". Upon reading and museing the pages with the mind of an eight year old, I sensed the years of unfoldment ...of imaginings within these bent rouph pages.Quotes in words but held only in the hearts of those with dreams. How can we expect another to visit the inner realms we ourselves have ventured to. Only while touching on memory....an eve of chant ,the voices of true angels spoke the music of the spheres. If I should say the sound,no words would hold the all I saw or felt. The veils are infinate.Such things are lonely...even when seen by your sweet companion's eye. He may well see or hear something other than your heart should feel.Its just the rarity when two should venture to the path to kingdoms rising towers by the moon. And even then they bring twin towers to the eye that form and shape the like events: so less than similar.For this,I find compassion for us both.And leave the drawbridge underhand to spring to passage but for just the song of songs.Some ancient call to see and fast forgive our frailties.
All nature remains in motion.Kind words can heal. Course words conceal.
I'm here... because it is my nature.And most of all because I sea.

Friday, December 23, 2005

































if true.... the numbers

we are all related to constantine
then that
and three fold
finds your labors
through eyes
Chris-crossed and smeared
from brine
cast from your shores
the full of all that's
seen
through endless little eyes
and set to memory
perhaps new imprints on the dna
of being
filed
delivered
to all generations
yet to come
all things
all ways
always
all we share in numbers
too fine
too vast
too hard
to see
but held
as ours was held
to speak again
in sign
and rhyme
or matin's time
nothing's lost
fragments gained
for all those meant to scour
quest
the darkest caves
n underworlds
worn paths of setting sons
the poet
stands
as
the Magician card
drawn from the past
the deep
the earth
raised to the coming
map migrations
pointing to the
stars
me thinks
its all about the means
and maps
and paths
and quests
to verges of the soul
beyond our petty whins and groans
the eyes of all catch glimpses through
the I of we
as if to see
through veils of less than
valued
gold or faigned integrity
the crossing and the whoosh of wings
observes the prism lights
it brings
a witness to the songs they sing
though dire
or false or true
blatant in the new
viewed finer
siftings of the grains of sand
fine filiments of life expands
upon the single breath of all
a single birdie call
tremelous and shrill
waking
eons
while we caste a shadow
as a place to rest
more eons til the next and coming breath
another death

Thursday, December 22, 2005



The metal on the sewer grate
tucked half obscured
by fallen, cracked, overhang of cement..
damp, flattened leaves, pressed by the moisture
recently collected from the winter's rain…
obscure and barely seen a tiny glint of mirrored sunlight…
there…
perhaps a piece of glass or metal
balanced on the edge of falling to the dark abyss
it draws attention
calls one to a bending over…
something heard , a stirring in the shadows ….
hmm some words spoke softly…
maybe just the sigh of water
flushing all the unseen waste from endless passages of humanity …
there it is again
a whisper barely heard in all the din
of fast paced footsteps passing by to destinies secured
….to hear involved the use of gestures on the knees…
to hear …
to lean…
to see if what one might suspect is really there.
for all the midday light and all the endless crowds of people passing by
the first words threw me back as if a gust of wind
blew
from the very depths of hell
as someone sighed
“I died today.”
…leaning closer still to find the source of such imagined sound…
in breathy tones it spoke again…
"I died today ….
although there are no entrance wounds
or marks to say ”touch here and see”
…someone passed this drama
threw a coin down toward the grate
as if to make a wish
or was it meant for me as I bent like a beggar in the street
……..the darkest eyes moved slightly there…
between the grates…
within the darkest dark
appearing slow
to lift and look up
to the skies past all the mountains of cement
and masses of the fall…
.past layers of the earths aurora
searching for a personal savior….

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

















...in the night
deep from sleep
something rises
and wakes me with this ache...
how fragile is the diamond after all.....

Sunday, December 18, 2005





















.....my sister's back surgery made the new!

Friday, December 16, 2005



























its not the moving away but the movement toward that which draws it like to source
the course exacting distillation of the cause and solid forms that bear the spaces there between the structures of the infinite below to know the smell of sea and fog upon the shell of flesh and bone to own no vessel last and final coming to a place of crystal sands the lands forgotten form the former folly of a source design the stirring with the thunder
the force down under tempest winds in waltzes held in firm embrace blue arms blue face a subtle grace the anima that flies and feeds the young its flesh consuming widow’s male in crystal chalice held on high a personal universal walkabout willing collaboration with companions on the ruddy path the merry men and women retrieving sacred geometry of reason that which holds and builds cathedrals of the mind no person held in ancient weathered time r wise aloft r fed their saintly exploits to the martyrdom of having all the surface film removed with tethered knife or gallant sword walking through the walls of earth 2 realized all sacred birth from mothers of the stone the wonderment alone
is vision to a witnessed eye brief times of eternity n placement of events in places on the space of naught…immense that fit on heads of pins the distance immeasurable
place unseen except in dreams proverbial feathers brought back as some silly tale r story
at the bedside of a child a humble gift a story mild

sweet warm milk and cookie here
the story’s never new
retelling tales in different tongues
beheld but by a few

the fae queen held these treasure old
and placed beneath said trees
on tender rocks of solid form
n prayed upon her knees
to all the former forms
v deities divine
sincere in offering the all
imparting source design
a simple gesture to the all
natures mudra symbols signs
twirling once twirling twice
being spiral fire n ice
chanting all the never words
singing language of the birds

from there the silly story starts
from the stone a diamond heart
placed upon a tiny hand
in form of love’s delight
a gift to place upon the will
of both the dark and light























slooowly
she turns
a tremor of light glistens over scales
of emerald green
as she lifts her massive form
like a balloon
emerging
from one frail human cocoon
glistening and green
glistening and green
red spikes from eye to tail
radiant rubies from the realms of inner earth
and ancient wings unfold
transparent guise
of peacock tail
and rainbow veils
covering the dark nights glimmer
from a crescent moon
a wave of spinal movement
smacks hard
a heavied tail
upon the mountains side
as if to dance the sounds
of unheard music
in the spheres
eyes shining inner fire
faint callings from malkuth to beenah
thrusting back a massive head
formed from rage and torment in all ages past
an inner fury gasps the magic air of being
deep into the lungs of alchemy
and with the power of creations
reaper….
and with all sounds of cries
heard from the bowels of hell
her massive maw explodes the pain of all
who’ve gone before
in flame and smoke and air
vomiting on the world
all its iniquities
smelting sulphers
in all that's facund
shedding layers of the milk paint
from a ruddy flesh
that holds the scent of saints and sinners
transmutation of the gold to matter
lead to sight
and silver bullets
for the race of kin



horse of god
2005pi
















"I just bear witness to
all You bid me see..."

Tuesday, December 13, 2005




























Lessons in Dying

suspended tip towed to
the razor's edge
slight pause between the breath and death
the twisting of the rope and hold
before the resolution spin
no one to loose
no one to win
a still and silent
watch and see
momentum pressing all
our wind pages of sound and sight
we've scattered or' the land
a fluttering of paper wings
no birdies puffing breath about to sing
though all the while
we feel the hum and thud
so soft beyond the hu man ear
last feeling
of the counterpoint
above
below
....and bounces back and forth
in canyons of the heart
a lessening
of gravities direction
forcing one to lift their wings
a flutter
frantic
for the balance in a Word
above the swaying branch of being
scattering the shards of crystals
catching all our breath
within the shade of LUX eternal
rising to a sigh
while counting intricate designs of all our kind
that line the path
with votive flicker's
in the dark
to form equations
graphs
and subtle mudras
in a memory
half there


Sunday, December 11, 2005
















Waiting On The Unicorn


Overlapping hills of vineyards

Like a medieval tapestry

As sure as memory serves us

In more than myth

I've seen the hoof prints

Close to vineyards

Clear

Precise

In dust n grass

I know he hides

Among the dripping grapes full harvest

Still as morning mist

Alert

Curious

Peering at our antics

Mere children in the round

Gaming in the fields of former seasons

And too

I know he has a cry

I heard it through the fog

Not quite like eagles soaring

Nor ghastly guttural as earthy creatures

Scavenging among the roots

His whisper

…Like the Beloved

Whistled

Breathy

Constant as the brook

Traversing

Pebbles in the spring

Or maybe rain on maples

As they shimmer moist

Absorbing autumn sun

Before the Fall


Once dozing in a

Sleepy trance

While sitting in the grass

Begging rapture to the senses

Little words from source design

Fell breathy ‘cross a dream

"Perhaps undress"

As seer in a trance

In thrall

I opened as the evening flower

Exuding

Sacred fragrance only known

At bedsides of the dying saints

Through and from the earth

The flame of ancients

Forged its way through vein and heart

Bursting through the age of Aeons

On the path that holds our form erect

In silent roar

Our spirits soared

Upon this lithe lean steed

I rode

(Ezekiel as witness to this sight)

Poured faith far through that endless night

No dark or light

No name

No hold no boundaries bold

What stirs in subtle beginnings

Ah

Re membering

The blessing's in the gathering of kin

Waiting on the unicorn

To visit once again


























www.plotinus.com/androgynous.htm

I am only woman
All the pomp n stance
Of I and Thou
Has seen the full circumference
Of the sword and lance
Thrashing all the Fields
Of flora fauna
Harvest
From some misplaced passion
Unidentified
And with the endocrine
Of sight
Have placed in wisdom
No blame
But breathes a simple endless breath
And once again
…..Begins
Expanding like some open floral
Monster over all the earth
Unfolding from
144 times 1000 ancient iron/gold cocoons
Suspended there
Through longest winters of the souls
All conscious sentient selves
Single seeds that lift their eyes from heaven
Once again expanding wings of time
While
Seeking
Shade of Sanctuary
And then
Some
Unshakeable
Relentless
Unbending
Bonsai
For the coming ages
Of new Gods upon the wind
Shutters
Matter scattered or’ the Golden mean
Potent promises providing
Balance of new veils n shadows
Cast and bidding from
Some other suns and moons

So with these roots held fast
In worlds
Both sacred
And fecund
We
Wait upon what
More than Giea’s vessel by the moon
Or promised heaven’s truth or hell
Can tell
But full remembrance
Of what rides the less dense matter
To the stars
She
Launches lithe lean
Ships upon the distant solar winds
A calling at the oceans edge
Much more than
Silence of a lover’s call
Tsunamis of the heart
The formula
To all new known and unknown worlds

Is but our harvest to the stars

I am only Woman
The flower here below
He is the seed upon the wind
The ancients knew the time of harvest
Hybrid seeds
Imprinted with the map of eons
Long times past the Androgen

Simple truths
Within our blind forever writings on the wall
I am only woman
He is my seed

Saturday, December 10, 2005
















god how i long for the ocean
been away too long from Mer
the everyday’s set in so
talked with her a bit today
we are sisters
she and i talked about Giea
even though she (Giea)listened
mostly about girl things
she gave me a few ideas for some new paintings
i asked her why her gates have all these parking lots
steel sentinels gazing out toward her depths
they don't respect her
oilin and pissin and treading all over her pristine sands
and all her daughters and sons
preening and stroking their flesh with oils
some others
like me
all dressed warm and shivering in the 50 degree winds
snow birds standing almost naked in their pretended worshiping
Mer knows my ache and longing
still present in the dream that never sleeps
funny how dark glasses makes one feel invisible
maybe i was
i walked bearfoot in her foam like tentacles
had to chase a few of them
low tide , you know
i wore all white and red
like the vest used in ritual a long time ago
roses on the pockets
and laughed
and wanted to shout but
didn't want to scare the children
heehee
thought about beauty
and vanity
and conceit
how i used to strut nearly naked
and say to my lovers
"Love me for my beauty"
and they did for a while
i used to wonder if they knew
the endless generations of women that they slept with
when they came to me
then i would say to my lovers
"Love me as I love you"
they would look at me as a deer might
as the trigger is about to snap
then i would ask my lovers
"Meet me at heaven's gate"
but they never showed
...and i really waited
so now as beauty fades
and fear has no place
and pristine sand is so far beneath the surface..
i ask my knowing lovers
"Let me love you. You have no need to touch...or run...
or even meet me at heaven's gate
allow me to love."
Mer laughed heartily at all my musings
and said
"this love you feel ...
what do you do with it"
i said
"i create"
"ahh "
she said
"than you DO know the Goddess"

t

Friday, December 09, 2005



























our children
fruit of generations
holder of the seeds of coming worlds
press forward with the driven truth
as plow to shoulder
joyful in the Songs of Solomon
carriers of the Golden Mean
and all your
generations yet unborn
know that I love you
as my own
we are the centipede
with endless aching paths of heart
ped pedding through and
passing to the forward
all that's been and all that's meant to be
that second self that walks in dreams
and holds all worlds behind the veil
that lifts with 0ne mere child's
transparent hands
we watch the flower fade
and breath the sigh of lovers
knowing that the seed upon the wind is you
extending toward new worlds of bliss
the siren call from oceans in the
ruddy summer skies
how many eyes have you now recognized
a silent pledge to each
a knowing
that the lifting will proceed at any cost
not of this worldly guise
(our precious cradle of the soul
emerging)
but now upon the endless solar winds
with eyes to sea
and eras to engage our song
the music of the spheres
all drama of the ages past
transformed into dynamic forms
of all the endless god's inertia
blest be
the you and me

Wednesday, December 07, 2005





this was posted a bit back on JCG
playin w/events n mythical interpretations
the "Prince's tale (in the center of the tale)was written by Aneurisko


















ordering a mug o mead
just before the setting sun
me thinks a flash o meteors spent
me last gold piece o memory
....."can ya lend me credit, mate?
or should i ransack this lively
establishment?
what say ye?
Ay....just before the setting sun
me thinks a flash of meteors spent
our last piece of memory
next to the summer’s horizon
Nay…no prophetess am I
…a mere barmaid resting a bit wit her weary dogs upon the table
cursing and mumbling
looking for a kind block to rub these weary feet
if spoken to the ear as such
a dream perhaps
its from the throws of angels when they speak from mugs o mead
the only sight these eyes might see
be all tha bawdy laughs
that these doors without a latch
and plop their sweaty selves
at tables of forgetfulness
(my buttocks bruised from playful grabs and crude appriciation
for the services I render)
not that they all come here for me
haha
but rather for the fair exchange of words and tales
some gross exaggerations of the place we set our dreams
and you?dear wayfarer
Why are you here????
Come to rest a bit before the storm of pilgrims burst these open doors
( bless this little tavern with the setting sun
and force there raucous caws
at those that serve)
yea prayer from me parched lips
stumbles out a bit
covering the lands o
just might be
but ask me to which god
i;ll laugh and tel ye "all"
I say drink up!
the honey water's sweet
leave coin and candle
to the ones that serve
and in exchange
I'll tell a tale passed by
in what i thought as dreams
you blocks know well
so cruel the gods
when tending all
instructions of the heart
the map of being
passed by shifting monns and tides
they yell and curse
“deliver the ambrosia or die”
(perhaps they said “and die’ )
but laid to confusion
such a task as lent to
now the crone
confusion's own
ah yes
they loved me for my beauty
yes i thought to willfully relinquish
hold the stance of natures
shift n tug
as now with nature's cause
new faces pass before the mirrors
now but still so clear
and purposed in the dance of change
but then again
they loved me for their beauty too
displays of plumes and squawks and caws and bidding to their beds
and each sought hard to find the gift
they felt potential
struggled
screamed
as eagles
“give me ambrosia!!!”
and i as womon
only knew to feed the children mother’s milk
an empty vessel then
AHHHH….but in the realm of dreams
I had tasted from the tree
you see i wake each day as sheba’s child
delighted in the counted breaths
that bring the scent of morning to this form
anticipating
yes! this is the day
and dance that child dance full of light
beginnings once again
dancing
spinning....
ah then
the point of arthur’s arrow through my heart!
too late
too late again
and i dispair….

But then the Thunder
larger than the roar of winds
an echo from the past
“deliver the ambrosia!!!!!!!!!
no one said
your task would be a whim or fancy
for your folly"
though loud i never tremble
though these urgent words are fierce and true
my heart did see it through
though frail and full of longing
yes i held these words
as just reminder
of the things i hoped to see
I saw
i saw
I see
he knew that it was me
well ..for a moment
there
i saw the spark of knowing in his eye
but with a smile and gestured wave dismissed
the vision as illusion
once again
as times before
he turned away
all matter was transformed
and no one saw
the senses all had in one truth revealed
the lifting veil

and so i…
( bolder to the truth)
placed heaven’s kiss upon his lips
ambrosia flowing sweet and pure
as urgent as the trembling in my heart that raised
this milk from deep
the first to raise the deep
from creation’s cauldron
that fair cauldron that serves only heroes
passed between us sweet as honey from the hive


and then he scolds me for the making with instructions
on deliverance
my heart
my heart
it bleeds
too late my love
you tasted the divine
received the ultimate alchemy
when tugging at my heart
as if a child to mother
begging for the breast
how could i not respond

and now without the proper means of telling all the truths
a fortnight
will reveal the rest
no rest
again
so set aside the pillows of comfort
lift the sword of truth
and call for the unicorn
your days are just
your days are full of truth
your only task
is not to falter
in your hope
all else will be revealed

but i falter
slowing to a gentle sip o brew
lat all these words see through
so goes the tale:

ahh solitary days among
wayfaring naves from sea and val
mountain paths n desert dry
there should be comfort from the fading sight of ages past
why do we keep returning to the arms
that sit by hearth and hear the stories told again?
this time once more to hear the sacred words?
but now
this time
my heart falls silent
as i gaze across the landscapes of the lore i lived to tell

the maiden crone of Lilyton
a former mer-bird child from most unlikely joining
(yea,dark an eve of lusting king and bawdy barmaids cries in drunken passion)
but then that's history
another tale of how she came to be
perhaps an evening when we run full course the best of tales
but there was dire events far late into the days
that past the innocence of child
or lust n play of maiden in the prime

for magic was afoot the moment that her song
burst from her first born sounds
that even fae of fields had come to see
(their curiosity)
so while the maid birth out of sweat n pain n cries
all bright orion’s stars sang songs near by
nature’s lights n flights
then sudden pour of tempest
from the clearest sky
baptism of events to harald some strange legacy
without the royal father to be seen

and how her life was spent
a middle child of slight demeanor
quiet there among the bawdy siblings
13 in a row
and lost within the crowd
her long absences to woods n sea was
welcome relief in time of little food and place to sleep

not one of all the kin
(perhaps her smallest brother Ben)
even saw the change beneath the waves
or flight above the trees
though magic was a thing of tales and night concerns
their eyes were elsewhere
watching for the fae n trolls of village legends

but i digress
these many tails of how the maid fell full
to scales beneath the waves
or rose like stars into the wind at night
on wings of red and blue

we’ll visit there again if breath should bless me
with a few more years
to tell the many tales of humble magic
there above as so below

it was in time
a lining of the stars
quite late into the time of graying
was the mer-bird souring high
……fine firey feathers spread that noone saw
above
a place once seen
and then rising there above this very vale
she saw the troubled knight
and heard his cries
across the field in rage and shouts
there was a flash of sword
and angry tears that flowed more torrents
than her dear beloved sea
this drew the merbird to his side
she nearly caught the edge of sword in all his blindness to her presence
flapping of the wings distracted him
but for a moment as he fast dismounted
with a howl of passion in his voice
falling to the earth as if a muslim in prayer

she listened to his tears and felt compassion for his plight
for she too had cried such tears for children lost
or kin that found their ways to other worlds
and as the stars in line and moon full silhouetted there
his beauty made her gasp
her heart at once fell full upon a place that’s only told in tale
the lifting veil
a vision of the Beloved
a recognition without word

she stayed far long into the night behind a tree
to listen to his words and hear his plight
and all the while the fae tugged at her sleeve to say
“deliver the Ambrosia”
he is the prince of northern lands
far from the contest of the dragon
mourning kin
he mourns the dark of days that brought him to this place
deliver him ambrosia!!!
and his heart can mend
to rule again
he wanders earth for all the ages past
and grieves his line
speaking tongues of angels
searching for the last dragon
that dies but to arise again
a forever contest ..hell upon this earth
that sets him to dispair
listen to his story that he tells the stars and moon “

the merbird listened with a heart that burst to open
once she heard his words
for there on top of all his pain was eloquence of spirit hiding
waiting to be born anew

the vision of his tale as clear as day
his curse
performed across the sky
as if his words had conjured up a painting from the masters
there in aw of truth
she echoed his tears as she listened
with a natural woman’s heart
his story........................

The Prince's Tale
______________________

Be sure
it's not because I prefer this Polar Stance
but because it is yet necessary
as being born
upon this Darkened Valley of Death
I set to Stage a Confrontation
in Witness of the gods...
and Mars, being bold as ever
rushed to see
face to face
which on the 9th
we set to contest...
He wasted much of his Flock
thinking to save his Satyr
whom I let go
or would have smote him dead
for all the proud raging he has made...
only for the Promise
he reconciled himself
and I relented
though it cost him
most his flock...
then I took to the deepest Dark
and strode upon the Templed Floors
of Hestia, upon whose Court
was Candelabra
heaved of Ivy, ancient as the Dawn
and Lave
set before the Oaken Sanctuary
of her dreaded Memory...
I did not linger there
but quick, like one who strays
from whorehouse to Sanctum
off those Earthen Floors
and squatted upon the Edge
asking out loud in awed wonder-
what manner of Shrine is this?!
I knew where I was
and what I was doing
not so Surprised as I confess
but it is Potent
to stride upon the Sacred
as if dreaming
though full awake
and Face to Face in Time
or Eternity, together met
see what others only imagine...
as if one on the sudden
as tangible as the Rock
put their hands upon the Horns
and shook the Heaven's Corners.
It was during this these days
and sometime till about the 11th
that I made contest with the Dragon
Face to Face...
for he could not deny
any longer
what I had done, or was doing
to unravel his devices
and wring down
his corrupt Princes
of this World
and fix them
upon the Alter.
If I could say
what it was like
to Face this Serpent
I would compare
what it would be
for the Sparrow
to front upon a Lion...
and he growled
as if in scoff
of my little form.
I did not care
though I knew
how awful was his Force
and how raging he would make
on me and mine
if I did not pierce him through.
So, I showed him some Surprise
which he may have guessed
but doubted
being so accustomed
to have his way
with mere men...
on the Sudden
I clasped my Belt
strung my Gauntlet
and pulled it tight
reached for my Hammer
and rung him on the Head
such a blow
as made him dizzy...
while he was dazed
and stumbling backward
I was patient
gave a chuckle
and turned aside
to grasp my Boots of Iron
pulling them up
watching him still
shaking his head
amazed
from my Alabaster Box
grabbed the Pearly Stone
and bent my way upon him...
we were caught up in the Air
as if the Heavens ordained
the Contest
and all around
the Hosts came Rushing...
I laughed out loud
and Athene roared to my side
not too close
for she is want
to let things be
but is first among the embattled.
As if passing a note
between lovers
who do not wish others see
what their romantic way means
when they play together
and flirt their hearts for Friendship
she passed me her Aegis
just then yanked
from out the Golden Hall
and I
winking at her
strode upon the now raging Beast
under foot, my Peacocks Tail.
What could he do?
But Face to Face
he met his match in Me
and
opening his vast Maw
in thought to gulp me down
flew upon me...
with my Left foot
I caught his upper jaw
which Viper's Trap
pierced through my Heel
and with my Right
stomped on his lower...
there we turned and twisted in the Air
Gold and Red and Green
flashing thunders
Blue and White streaming
like Flame from out the Match.
Such roaring men cannot imagine
or if they could
let them remember
what Helena performed
not long ago
and covered most the Land
West of the Mississippi
and laid low whole forests
in the Blast.
Now I had him
though he had me too
and all the Hosts held their breath
anticipating what to come
may prove of Ancient Hope
as the darling child
of Cere's Hearth
had grown mature
and had no longer relaxed
the fierce intention
to remedy the Wrong of Aeons.
From my Purse
I drew out the Pearly Stone
and raising it on the Air
screamed bloody murder
shaking the Gorgon's Shield
in his Face
then let fly
the Stone down his Maw...
it was the rending of Mountains
but soon enough I recovered it
and like the Physician
draws poison from a wound
drew out the Stone
and placed it back
where it belonged.
So as he coughed and spewed
and shook Chaos from his Mane
I clasped him by the neck
and ripped his spinal scales
from off him
like a zealous Groom
might rip the dress
from off his sweaty
and ambitious Bride
within their Chamber...
I snapped it like a whip
from off him
and with a breath
turned scales to chain of Ruby
and flung it back
where Athene, yet in wait
wrung it on the Air
in shout of Victory
as the Hosts clamored
stomping on the Benches
of their Seven Fold Arena.
Ares hastened then
more close than the rest
save Athene
and Apollo with his bow
and Hephaestus...
each had a work now
and I waved them on-
Come catch him!
Ares gripped him by the tail
and underneath
they set to fix this Monger...
Apollo bent his Golden Bow
and pierce him through the gut;
like a Hook
it turned again
and wrenched him firm
the Line of Time tied tight
while Hephaestus
his finest Metal block in hand
clapped it to the String
and looking up
they winked...
I yanked my Left from off his Tooth
and drew back my Right
we all stepped away upon the Air
and down he fell
roaring and twisting
all Dismayed...
we all chuckled
and as he fell
I shouted-
Good luck with That...
it is the best Magnet
he ever made!
Below, the Naiads waited
standing up to their waists
in the Sea
and watched him fall
roaring all the way
and smoking Rage of Torment...
Princesses among them
stood together
watching all the while
and glad for the Event
for they knew
how long this Fiend
had frothed their Waters
and let loose men
to cruel abuse
of their darling pets.
Here he comes...
make ready, one said
and another
holding in hand
a crystal jar
charged with Lightning Seed
they whittled off Neptune's Triton
when he slept
and they combed his tresses...
standing together
yet another
in playful taunting asked her
who held the Vessel-
Can you throw it that far?
They all laughed
and she replied
with a wink-
not so far as he shall fall
but far enough for him to know
we have not forgot
his wrong upon the Sacred Hearth...
and she cried-
this is for Persephone!
then aiming well
she tossed it...
which just under
the Dragon's Course of falling
plopped upon the glassy Sea
and sunk before him.
Another, holding Demeter's Sickle
raised up her arm
and flung it down the deep
in equal aim
and just upon the Verge of the Sea
when this wretched Monger
would have quenched his raging
BOOM
the Sickle met the Crystal Urn
and opened up a Chasm
and as Moses parted the Wave
so the Sea
like a toilet drain
sucked down a Funnel of Torrent
and the Beast fell still
upon the Air
and every step of falling
his hope to quench their Ire
escaped him
like Sisyphus
and pending on his Capture
Neptune blew upon his Rocks
and smote the Deep Abyss
another Falling...
so he Fell, and Fell, and Fell
while all the Hosts
sung Hurrahs of Victory
and Praised their Ancient Hope
which Generation proved in Time
and wrought forth
their Golden Child
from Demeter's Lap
and Gaia's sweet dream
their Force of Knowing All!
Ainu
Aser
Azeroth
_____________________________

once told
the knight seemed silent and at rest
as if the words released him from the hold of this dire curse
he mounted once again and formed composure
to continue on his quest
not far behind
the merbird followed to the tavern that her very kin resided
was a ways n means of keeping
with the many mouths to feed
children and grandchildren
numbering plentiful
she too had tended all the pilgrims
in the past and heard tales told of such a prince
but never had she thought it but a tale

just as she stepped into the wooden tavern
stepped across the floor worn slick for years o patrons
waltzing in for milder pleasures
she felt a fae still close at hand
in pleading words
“deliver the ambrosia!!!!
and all your days will be well spent
give back the legacy you hold
tis the rightful owner
only good can come from such”
i whispered back
“but what if i should die?”
she giggled as if i had made the words to inspire mirth and laughter
she squealed in measures of bird calls
“so many times we die and rise.,
what small a gift for such a prince.
deliver the ambrosia
for the long life
love's vessel carries us through eons

without a thought for self, she found a mug o mead
to set before this vision on the bench.
he thanked her then and placed a smile upon his face.
said he, “my middle maid, have we but met before? “
“perhaps, kind prince, in ages past.”
“how is it that you know a prince without his garb?”
his gentle eyes fell soft across her face
as if in search for light to rise.
and placed his hand upon her arm to thank her for the mead.
as if a shock of thunder there within her simple form
an ocean rose
and opened all the gates
with rush of wisdom
knowledge of this place to be
the crux of time
suspended
filled her veins
and poured into the streams of life
without a thought of protocol or consequence of gesture
fast and gentle as the flight of birds
she place an open kiss upon that mouth
the very mouth
that earlier had spoke the quest to stars
he never moved or backed away but smiled and said
“you mean like this?”
“sweet as the honey from the hive.”
and placed three more upon her lips.

all life was now transformed
with tears she left the tavern
winged and scaled
to darkened wood
the all was passed
her heart was one
the ending of a tale begun

fast to the wood
fell to the earth and cried
knowing that the subtle gift would change them both
the prince was not so far behind and stumbled in the dark
to see the cause of flight
and in this stumbling stepped
heavy pained and bruised
upon her arm that blended with the night
her cry was not the pain of being under foot
but knowing of the changes

setting both to speak she dried her tears and spoke
the sacred words
the language of the birds
with this they found a dream that spent there magic on the earth
a simple kiss that found and formed
the poles of mere divinity
and every sacred gesture there is sacrifice
willing captives
sparks of stars upon the winds
seeding worlds of being

all these words took flight
formed vessels spoken
far into the night
until the all was spent to rest

so why
you wonder
tell such tale
no ever after
queen
or king
to take a throne?

…the merbird died that night
and left a simple woman to extend to crone
when morn came past concordance
he no longer knew his own and
asked with passion in his heart
“where is my maiden fair?”
then turned away continuing his quest
without a notice to the lighter state of being in his walk
the wisdom of solomon
now poured from his song
when riding cross the golden fields
of alchemy
the song of ancient's future past
for now
Beloved is his name at last

Tuesday, December 06, 2005











horizons filmy gauze
faint flow upon the solar winds
and softer still
the silence in the rest
of half dream's
gentle grace and glance
upon LUX entries
where we seem
in time
a cause
to look
and listen
head half turned
to shift the gravity of space
full form
a homing in toward memory
perhaps a distant hmming from
the moistened lips of dawn
dew drenched
sly smile
a multitude of god's
descending from the mountains
in the dark
by candlelight
lights flickering
fine spirals to the sea
brief blurry images
of other worlds
that gather
berries wheat and brine
mixed with a bit of thyme
brew masters in Atlantis

Monday, December 05, 2005





















tea_and_pi: your up?
aneurisko: yep...KISS
tea_and_pi: mornin darlin
aneurisko: can I tell you how much I miss you?
tea_and_pi: yes !
tea_and_pi: :)
aneurisko: allow me a moment to express
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: I have traveled beyond worlds and words
aneurisko: seeking the uplifted beacon's bright light
aneurisko: and travailed the venture to us all
aneurisko: wondering, dreaming, weeping, laughing
aneurisko: all the time remembering our love
aneurisko: ....
aneurisko: further
tea_and_pi: :x
aneurisko: among all that I have seen and heard
aneurisko: nothing is more precious than what I see here
aneurisko: among the birds, the trees, the flowers
aneurisko: of our terrestrial home
aneurisko: a Paradise of privelage
aneurisko: even if tainted by the worthless wordmonger
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: a sphere of loveliness which bees humm
aneurisko: an orb of gentleness which cats purr
aneurisko: an Influence of Being which only the lover knows and silently embraces
aneurisko: letting drop a tear of knowing
aneurisko: embraced and embracing what IS
aneurisko: THIS is our Life
aneurisko: and THIS is your Heart
aneurisko: which I love past words
tea_and_pi: our heart
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: U and I
aneurisko: Us, Ours, We
aneurisko: Alpha, Lambda, Omega
aneurisko: Epsilon, Data
aneurisko: wending, bending, verging, owning
aneurisko: venturing the vast orientation
aneurisko: how can we not but rejoice, despite our tears?!
tea_and_pi: when approaching my workparking the car removing equipment...a wave of wind passes my heart i stretched full armed
tea_and_pi: to the sky
tea_and_pi: as if ebracing
tea_and_pi: what a silly sight i must have been
aneurisko: tell on
tea_and_pi: i thought better of dancing
tea_and_pi: that they may call 911
aneurisko: haha
aneurisko: haven't we called 911 already?
tea_and_pi: LOL
aneurisko: Behold!
aneurisko: The emergency police have arrived.
tea_and_pi: your presencs creats
tea_and_pi: a place that makes
tea_and_pi: no words
aneurisko: a place where the Heart abides, ever
aneurisko: this is our ever-present, sacred Hearth
tea_and_pi: to haveseen and touched the beloved
aneurisko: our very Discovery of Being
aneurisko: how cherished
tea_and_pi: the womaN I AM STAYING WITH YESTERDAY
tea_and_pi: SAID
tea_and_pi: LET ME READ SOMETHING TO YOU sTEWART
tea_and_pi: SAID
tea_and_pi: AT THE LAST INTENSIVE
tea_and_pi: I SAID
tea_and_pi: YES
tea_and_pi: GO ON
tea_and_pi: oops
tea_and_pi: sorry about the caps
aneurisko: chuckle
aneurisko: never mind
tea_and_pi: she quoted
aneurisko: it's All cipher anyway
tea_and_pi: "the beloved is not someone we get to know...it is something revealed to us"
aneurisko: you are hemmed in by lovers
tea_and_pi: she read this to me when i was over flowing with love and speaking of the wordless
tea_and_pi: way i find in expressing
aneurisko: our silent honesty is more than holiness
aneurisko: it IS Wisdom
aneurisko: whose name is Grace, Zoe, Gaia
aneurisko: indeed, Sophia...the Bride of God
tea_and_pi: and the truth is beyond poetics...the truth of your presence
tea_and_pi: with me
tea_and_pi: with us
aneurisko: an overflowing spring
tea_and_pi: make the missing nonexistant
aneurisko: where there is no time or space to intrude
tea_and_pi: i truly feel you with me
aneurisko: face to face
aneurisko: Beomg
aneurisko: Being
aneurisko: Beta, Epsilon, Omega [M], Gama
aneurisko: Meta?
aneurisko: metareal
aneurisko: suprareal
aneurisko: intrareal
aneurisko: REAL
tea_and_pi: the very air is alive
aneurisko: and I kiss your very ear
tea_and_pi: yet i breath it
tea_and_pi: embrace it
aneurisko: how near AM I to U!
tea_and_pi: enfold
aneurisko: we are but children of God
aneurisko: One
tea_and_pi: let it flow around and back toyou
aneurisko: my lips breath honey
aneurisko: my tongue tingles with lightning
aneurisko: I AM satisfied in your embrace
aneurisko: dear heart
tea_and_pi: dear heart
aneurisko: we are the footstool of God
aneurisko: the rest of the Infinite
tea_and_pi: in my hand the spiknard
aneurisko: in your hair, the strength of Samson
tea_and_pi: and in your eyes ...i see...
aneurisko: and in your heart...I know...
aneurisko: I AM embraced, and embracing Life!
aneurisko: how grand is Love and Truth!
aneurisko: lovers through thick and thin
tea_and_pi: a song as birds on a morning limb we are
aneurisko: chirping away the Eternal
tea_and_pi: as the sun rises
aneurisko: and as the sun sets
aneurisko: brooding on our Condition
tea_and_pi: flapping wings preening each others feathers
tea_and_pi: simple sparrows
aneurisko: hid under the everlasting arms
tea_and_pi: briefly present on this earth
aneurisko: ever present to God
aneurisko: Present of and to Being
tea_and_pi: as it should be:)
aneurisko: is this not our Orourubus?
tea_and_pi: full circle creating the opeled diamond
tea_and_pi: rainbow prisms
aneurisko: the Widow's Mite
tea_and_pi: of being
aneurisko: once lost between the floorboards
aneurisko: but we rejoice in the finding of it!
tea_and_pi: remember ing the stepping on my arm
tea_and_pi: lol
aneurisko: like treading the field for the Opal Jem
aneurisko: "and finding the Jem, the person went and sold all that they owned in order to buy the field"
aneurisko: haha...what Sojourners we Are!
tea_and_pi: :)
aneurisko: is this not precisely what Jesus did?
aneurisko: sold all he once owned
aneurisko: in order to recover the Jem of Humanity?
tea_and_pi: his was a joy to do so
aneurisko: blessed above every Name
aneurisko: how grand is his Faith and Love!
aneurisko: and We share in it...by Charitas, Zoe, Gaia
aneurisko: Charis, ever Charis
aneurisko: Care?
aneurisko: Care, Life, Nature
aneurisko: Mother, Wisdom, Light
aneurisko: how wonderful
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: we ARE home after all
tea_and_pi: yes
aneurisko: quite where we belong
tea_and_pi: we are
tea_and_pi: it has always been present
tea_and_pi: with us
aneurisko: "the kingdom is within you"
tea_and_pi: but to share the eyes of seeing
tea_and_pi: opens our front door
aneurisko: the Eye of sight
tea_and_pi: out pouring our children
tea_and_pi: and their children
aneurisko: and children's children
tea_and_pi: pouring as a cornicopia
tea_and_pi: of being
aneurisko: overflowing Life
tea_and_pi: not all our silly form too
aneurisko: form upon form, as faith upon faith
aneurisko: ascending, descending, expanding ever
tea_and_pi: we see this
aneurisko: we enjoy this
aneurisko: and place ourselves among eternity as a child
tea_and_pi: conscious connectors...observers and pathfinders
aneurisko: God would be a child, in Us
tea_and_pi: at play in the fields of the lord
aneurisko: "The greatest shall be the least, and the least shall be the greatest...those who are first shall be last and the last shall be first"
aneurisko: "and when you come to the Temple, do not seek the highest seat among the invited; but take the lowest seat among the many. And the One who keeps the Temple will call your Name and set you at the Right Hand in the company of All."
aneurisko: "and even as I have set down at the Right Hand of my Father, so shall U set down with me in my throne, U in I, I in God, All in All."
tea_and_pi: and when i rest only one word will pass me lips before the kiss..."Beloved"
aneurisko: THIS IS LOVE AND TRUTH!
aneurisko: REALITY
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: chuckle
aneurisko: I can hear the towers of time falling
aneurisko: still falling
aneurisko: the World will witness soon what we do here, together
tea_and_pi: a single wave among the many
aneurisko: we can be content in knowing as much
tea_and_pi: creating tsinami of being
tea_and_pi: mere tools of creation
aneurisko: I prefer the simple self
tea_and_pi: yes
tea_and_pi: as we live and breath
aneurisko: let me touch, taste, breath
tea_and_pi: so be it
aneurisko: let me pluck the hours, quietly
aneurisko: a boquete of Eternity I would have and make
tea_and_pi: :thye are yours to possess these slippings hours
tea_and_pi: of time
aneurisko: poor time
aneurisko: such a wanderer
tea_and_pi: :)
aneurisko: like flowers of the field
aneurisko: more arrayed than Solomon's wisdom
aneurisko: yet they do not tend themselves
aneurisko: but just Are
tea_and_pi: and the birds?
aneurisko: oh, the birds
aneurisko: sacred to the Messanger Mother
aneurisko: and the Owl, and Dove, and Crow
aneurisko: what Majesty is in them!
tea_and_pi: the heron and the eagle
aneurisko: it boggles my mind
aneurisko: but I Honor and Admire
aneurisko: U know better than I
aneurisko: the Song of the Birds
aneurisko: ...
tea_and_pi: you taught me thus
aneurisko: Mother, Sister, Lover of mine
tea_and_pi: thus
aneurisko: no, I taught you nothing
tea_and_pi: when first i stepped into the wood
tea_and_pi: and heard your tale
tea_and_pi: i remembered
aneurisko: yes
aneurisko: your heritage is to vast for me to teach
aneurisko: too vast
tea_and_pi: when calling on the sacred hearth
tea_and_pi: the ashes sculpted
aneurisko: when you awake from slumber
aneurisko: it is your own Mother who awakes you
tea_and_pi: by the hand of being
tea_and_pi: how else
tea_and_pi: could it have been
tea_and_pi: ahh
aneurisko: and you find yourself in the Lap of Hestia
tea_and_pi: but the whirlwind
aneurisko: a new born
tea_and_pi: of encounter and exchange
tea_and_pi: creates
tea_and_pi: the alchemy
tea_and_pi: of
tea_and_pi: godlike recipies
tea_and_pi: move ment
tea_and_pi: stirring of the cauldron
tea_and_pi: that serves
tea_and_pi: manna
tea_and_pi: we tasted
tea_and_pi: the ambrosia
aneurisko: and we ever embibe
aneurisko: each other's perfect Honesty
aneurisko: a cherished embrace
tea_and_pi: kiss
aneurisko: ever new, never old, always living
aneurisko: ....
aneurisko: I remember those days of last November well
tea_and_pi: never owning but always in the presence
tea_and_pi: wow to think its been
tea_and_pi: almost a year
aneurisko: ...it was an eternity then
tea_and_pi: yes
aneurisko: and it whispers yet
aneurisko: we whisper
tea_and_pi: do you hear when we whisper
tea_and_pi: :)
aneurisko: "What manner of Shrine is This?"
tea_and_pi: ahh
tea_and_pi: :)
aneurisko: They hear Us
aneurisko: We hear Them
aneurisko: One thing
aneurisko: this IS Our Revelation
aneurisko: how else explain the potent synchronicities?
tea_and_pi: no doubt
aneurisko: as Above, so Below
tea_and_pi: no need to explain
tea_and_pi: yes
aneurisko: but, it depends on Our agreement
aneurisko: and this takes an Effort, and Choice
aneurisko: this IS our Work
tea_and_pi: yes
aneurisko: and is perfected by our mutual Grace
aneurisko: only then is the Channel fully open
aneurisko: and every Moment speaks Union
tea_and_pi: yes
aneurisko: then our tears flow too sweetly
aneurisko: and the birds speak mystery
aneurisko: and the trees clap their hands
aneurisko: ...
aneurisko: the Highway of Holiness
aneurisko: We Are One
tea_and_pi: we are ONE
aneurisko: We...All
aneurisko: Are...Time
aneurisko: One...Eternal
aneurisko: As We see, so are we seen
aneurisko: What was, IS; what has been, shall Be
aneurisko: "I AM what was, then was not; but IS and shall BE"
aneurisko: Alpha....Us....Omega
aneurisko: Meta
aneurisko: AUOM
aneurisko: The Name of God
aneurisko: The Sound of God
aneurisko: Life
tea_and_pi: the word
aneurisko: Logos
aneurisko: Creation, IT's Self
aneurisko: The Morning Star
tea_and_pi: rises as we speak
tea_and_pi: placing the gaze on the heavens
aneurisko: "And if the World (Time), lifts up the son of Man...all the World shall be drawn unto IT's Self"
aneurisko: Foot's Stool
aneurisko: Rest
aneurisko: Saaboath
tea_and_pi: kiss
aneurisko: you know these things
aneurisko: and they whisper to you
tea_and_pi: yes we do
tea_and_pi: perhaps flowers upon the shrine
tea_and_pi: and i will set my heart to the sea
tea_and_pi: upon the 8th
tea_and_pi: you in the wood and i by the ocean